Rafel (pelase comment this is about my aunt and i miss her)

youve been gone for awhile now 4 years to be exact i miss you so much you understood me unlike evryone elsein our family everyone thought i was troubled but knew the truth i became troubled when they diagonsed you with cancer i was so scarred for you and my cousins i could never imagian the pain you went through or your girls losing there mom must have been hard because i knew how hard it was for me after you left i new you were in a better place but i couldn't eat or sleep i did nothing but sit in my room staring at the phone waiting for your phone call even though i new you wouldn't but i still had hopethat maybe just maybe they were wrong i waited for a week i still can't belive you're gone it seems like just yesterday i saw your bold head, your pale skin and your beautiful blue eyes it all brightened when you smiled i loved your smile i miss your smile so much even though you were sick you were still beautiful in every singal way i loved you not like an aunt but like a mother you were always there for me why do the good have to leave so soon. please comment on this i miss my aunt so much and i want to know how to make it better