Hurting

I lay awake at night looking on my wall. Like it was a crystal ball. Like it was going to show it all. I think back to that night… I felt so safe with you like I would never get hurt. You said it will never happen. Now I see… That you hurt me. I love you much. Or I think I love you in that tone. Maybe I don’t You say you like me that way. All can say is I don’t know. I think I do. The more I think about it. The more I’m afraid to find out the answer. I know people don’t think it is that hard. I don’t know why I want to cry When you leave my side. Like you’re never coming back. I don’t want you one day to ask. And I say no. Then you go. And we would never get to know. Or you could be that one. But because of our differences, We can’t. Dedication: I wrote this for some one I care a good deal about I think I like him in that special way but to scared to find out. when he told me I shoud have been honest with him but I do know I love him.