The best in two nights

Why does this feeling not go away You held my hand one dark night, my first time. Since then you are always on my mind. school work in my head seems so hard to find. I'm not that kind of teen who has boys on my mind. but you are a diffrent story. For me you have such willingness and loyalty. A month later on my birthday. We talk about that night so long ago. But my head is always repeating it. I ask if what you had spoken is true do you really have a crush. You said yes. Though I never admited to having one too. I never denied it either. I love you for who you are. I will care about you forever. You gave me my first kiss on the cheek. the words you told me later that night I was so blown away that all I could say is your so sweet. You hold my hand as you walk me to the dance floor. I seemed to back away slower. You would pull me back closer then we were before where I could touch you. I would not look in your eyes. but I could feel you looking at me. You would rubb my easly as we danced so slow. To show everything is okay. I did not want to look in your eyes afraid what I might find. The care you have for me, the pain you can't have me, the hatred of your personallity of wanting to make every one happy. But you don't see my love, is that is why I love you that is why I need you. I know your here for me, that will never change I have the same wants desiers and feelings you do. You never have to tell me that you love me. I can feel it. you never have to say your here for me I already know it. The feeling you have I could tell you never shared before. Eveytime I see you I neeed you more. I just don't get why these feelings won't go away.