There's a calmness in the air
I love it and hate it at the same time
Silence is all around
Pitch black except for the screen
It's as if I'm the only one alive
Writing all the truths and lies
No one reads them anyway


I long to hear a voice
To feel a touch
But still nothing but silence
Nothing but darkness

I lie in my bed awake
Wishing you were too
Thinking about what I'm doing wrong
Wondering what you are doing right
I want to sleep, to dream, to seem normal

Silence, darkness, nothingness