i hear silence
i hear noise
a voice cries out
the silence is broken
i run to find where the noise is coming from
i see blackness
darkness
i hear the cry once again
louder and harder i run and ran
i find nothing but emptyness yet again
the noise is gone
silence
a chilling breeze sweeps over me
a chill creeps up my spine
the silence is deafening
painfully true
all my secrets i'm hiding from you
painfull one's of desire and decirpt
the cries start again 
i run to the noise
blackness
silence creeps back in
my heart is pounding
my skin is crawling
chills are creeping one again
it's all to much i need you to see 
what i'm hiding
never showing
honesty will set me free
my heart beats faster, harder and i see
a light
bright is the light
i see you 
the voice was me i realize now
i see that telling you was the best thing 
i hope you understand and that you recieved all my cries
i wish to say "i love you" before i die