before i go

i hear silence i hear noise a voice cries out the silence is broken i run to find where the noise is coming from i see blackness darkness i hear the cry once again louder and harder i run and ran i find nothing but emptyness yet again the noise is gone silence a chilling breeze sweeps over me a chill creeps up my spine the silence is deafening painfully true all my secrets i'm hiding from you painfull one's of desire and decirpt the cries start again i run to the noise blackness silence creeps back in my heart is pounding my skin is crawling chills are creeping one again it's all to much i need you to see what i'm hiding never showing honesty will set me free my heart beats faster, harder and i see a light bright is the light i see you the voice was me i realize now i see that telling you was the best thing i hope you understand and that you recieved all my cries i wish to say "i love you" before i die