Heart Beats For My Soul Mate

Ten beats i fell for the love of a murderous kin, but still true love is found, between these two foes of mine, my body will be just another mound. Eight beats for my family who havnt got a clue, of where i am or of my fate, they like this gloomy man i love, to them he is my soul mate. Six beats for my fear that seems to grow, with every breath i take, and every blink my eyes dooo need, sense of this i cannot make. Four beats are for my dreams and hopes, that i will never see through, i wish for no one to shed a tear, just get on with what they have to do. Two beats i wish not for anyone to seek revenge, i still love this gentleman of sin, i will haunt him with no intention to scare, my soul will always be with him. One beat is left for one last thought, of the way life ends in horror, but i seem to feel no pain, but every one else will tomorrow. No beats are for the time i die, and no blood goes through my veins, my body lies in perfect stillness, with my eyes closed and lips with blood stains.