There are so many things i hate

I hate parents arguing
I hate brothers being smug
I hate that all we do is argue
I hate what is being said 

I hate feeling guilty for no reason
I hate being used 
I hate i have to cover my ears
I hate to block out the noise

I hate the way i feel
I hate that i feel this way
I hate that i can't stop feeling
I hate myself for this 

I hate that i'm havng these thoughts
I hate you for not loving me as i do you 
I hate me for loving you
I hate having to pretend

I hate lectureers 
I hate assignments i dont understand
I hate not understanding what to do
I hate not flunking

I hate that ive written this
I hate these things ive wrote
I hate the words that ive written
I hate the fact i keep writing 

I hate hating hate