prey and hope

i think about happiness when it dwindles near i think about hope when i've lost control i think about wishing whenever i let go i think about taking but i never do i think about love but never seem to grasp it i think about life but fail in living what is my meaning what is my story i dream about craziness i dream about fear i feel out of sorts whenever you are near you drive me wild with such antisipation that i hardly know where to begin i can't control how i feel which i loath a great deal i wish to stop my feelings for you but fail miserably when i try i realize that i have lost hope while you gain it in dimes i am losing a struggle with myself this great inner battle is wearing me down i can't take it anymore so i throw my heart in your direction hope, preying that you recieve my gift i wish for you to hope for us never giving in