You & I

I stand here for you to tear me apart, To lie to me and brake my heart. I trusted you, even when I knew good and well you lied. People told me about you, your lies, your leaves, guilt trips and all. I already know but I'm just waiting silently one day you will find the truth in all. The pain I hold so deep. The passing teary nights, the empty part of me. watching you leave. Once agian, you hold my heart in the palm of your hand and you took that advantage. I finally find everything I thought i deserved the one who told me not to be scared the one who said he is there for me. I thought I deserved someone so good so pure hearted then relized I deserve him not. But love him forever you can't stand that I am ready to run away from you because you hate the fact I don't care any more but my fear of you remains but anger is begining to take over. There is a saying I heard and took attention to every minute mad is 60 seconds wasted you could have been happy I'm sorry daddy I'm not happy, sad, Angery, I lapped all that and back around to life sucking anger that is turned in to furiosity