Here today, 
Gone tomarrow.
Looking everywhere and seeing only sorrow.
This darkness I've created sees no light.
My skin translucent white
but my mind dark as night.
Calling, screaming, yelling for help,
but no one seems to hear my yelp.
Eyes shut tight,
Waiting to die.
Wondering why I broke down like this.
I shoot for the stars and always miss.
You talk to me, 
Instead of a kiss,
I get a diss. 
I've caused the world so much pain.
My anger I cannot tame. 
So I sit here waiting. 
Waiting to die