For you....

I could hold back the words
bun then the message is disturbed
I could sit in silence so it fades
The things I have are leaving me today
I want to hold you as you walk away
and I can't cry as i did yesterday
Not saying I want to, But saying I should
Because everything left i didn't know would
I lost my home, family abandoned
I'm losing my love to work she demanded
money, the all important dollar
can't live with it "can't live without her"
Lost a grandma to the pain of death
and another soon after slowed her breath