what i didnt get to say

I sleep in the room that was once yours. I never expected you to leave. You must have been in a hurry because you didnt even say good-bye. I know what pain feels like, but this really hurts. I sit here thinking about how well we got along. I just wish I would have told you one thing.... I LOVE YOU When you moved out I was crushed, now your gone and I have a scar. I know death is natural and it is what it is. My only question is.... Why now? Thoughts keep going through my head. You wont ever be at another one of my birthdays. You wont ever get to see me drive. You wont ever get to see me get married as much as i wanted you there. You wont ever be at Thanksgiving again. You wont ever see another Christmas tree. I hope you watch from above and see how much that I miss you. But last I wont ever get to tell you that... I LOVE YOU