Rainbows In My Shadow

Would you hide behind the walls of fear, fixated in place by guilt, contemplating the train tracks to nowhere up my arm? I won't follow buterflies anymore because here, in this place, I can see there's nowhere to conceal your falling syllables. You can't understand the bullets that I harbour and you will never see the rainbows in my shadow because you're too busy looking at yourself. Where will you put all your delusions now the light shines on them so clearly? Maybe you're just holding onto nothing because you couldn't define black from white. Am I supposed to wait for you to tell me to breathe? Broken mirror shards inside me but you don't seem to care, you leave me in between. Please just let me go if I'll never have your heart because I won't go wasting my precious time on YOU.