Stab me in the heart

Ghostly. I see you. I hear you Calling out to me Reaching out to me "Help me." But what can I do? There's no one else I can think of With a voice like yours That leaves me shaking, scared, and feeling alone. Here I am a year later What have I done with my life? I've tried everything And Military didn't out so well If you could stop haunting my dreams Please stop. I can't sleep I can't breathe. I can't think My heart can't beat with out you. It's not in the past It's still real to me. Way too real to let go Because I live it over everyday Everynight. I toss and turn. What finally will become of me? Why did you leave me So akwardly. I feel as if you Put a knife in my heart and you are slowly twisting, And you are slowly going deeper. Please stop. This hurts. Mom, was it my fault? I miss you and I love you. Help me mom. Rest In Peace Giselle Barbra Prairie 06-26-06