Left Alone

Savory sweetness on my breath that smell you disire for , is the kiss of death its true i have died ,im not afraid to admit it i have died but i am stuck on this earth to be laughed at taunted and torn up when you look into my eyes, please try to look deeper i beg and plead for mercy from you i say im am sorry repeatedly, and you ask why i hate myself more then i can put into words i can only speak the words in the dictionary my heart can sort out these demonds i wake up screaming, panting sweating i need to come alive because i feel the blades they still remain on my heart where they were placed so please next time i screw up so bad i am clawing out my heart just hold my hand and tell me i will be alrigh and take these blades away from me and my heart