poisin

you panic with a heart beating faster and faster youdont know if its because of the something or some1 you cant figure out how to make it stop you try and try but no cummute you cant stop haveing pain you feel as if somone is disecting you from the inside out you're short of breath it begins to slow down and as soon as you breath once more it becomes your last breath you think of all your wrongs you wonder why you had not fixed them before you had done them but yet you hav no regret of keeping yourself from the world your light headed now chest tighting up you pass out yet you still hear your thoughts you wish your dead you hope so but instead no you feel a shock your hear begins to beat once more you begin to cry and scream the poisin didn't work it was suppposed to kill you you were supposed to die you wanted to die you now can see again you wish you were dead but instead... your breathing becomes deeper you scream once more your eyes open, you begin to cry you see your mother and how much pain She is in and you finally figure out you just cant die for if uou do your mother would commit suicide you love her so much you cant stop the tears you say so slightly and oh so soft you whisper "mommy I love you," and then begin to drift off you hug her so tight and you again say something right before your now last breath you say, "Im so sorry momma I love you so very much good bye, momma, I'm sorry....."______________________________ ___________________________________________ ____________________________________ ______________________________________________ and your mom so sad so much pain you've givein and then you have now relized........................................... ................................................. ............................................. .......................................... It was all just a DREAM