It's spinning out of control faster than imagined and
there's no end in sight.With nothing ever changed or fixed,
it seems we're all destined to lose the fight.


  The angers misguided and out of control, the denial is
frustrating as hell.  It seems useless to try to help
anymore, you never listen anyway, all you do is yell.


  I feel backed into a corner, you've stopped listening to
reason.  Unfortunatly I've given up, your mood changes like
the seasons.


  Being patient, screaming and tough love doesn't seem to
work.  You seem to enjoy living a life that is crazy and
beszerk.


  I am sick of being there for you then dropped as soon as
things seem brighter.  You cause me pain that heavies my
heart and I devote my life to making yours lighter.


  It's been going on forever but I prayed that with age you
would begin to see.  Still you are as blind as ever, and it
seems you'll alway's be.


  It takes years to build a friendship of trust like the one
you have with few.  But since you were little you seemed to
give your all to those you barely knew.


  Fortunatly for you my love is unconditional and your
happiness means alot.  And although it's exhausting I still
have sympathy for the demons that you've fought.


  I hope one day you will see how this is killing me slowly
and causing me pain.  My feelings will only change when you
become strong enough to step in, out of the rain.