Downward Spiral

It's spinning out of control faster than imagined and there's no end in sight.With nothing ever changed or fixed, it seems we're all destined to lose the fight. The angers misguided and out of control, the denial is frustrating as hell. It seems useless to try to help anymore, you never listen anyway, all you do is yell. I feel backed into a corner, you've stopped listening to reason. Unfortunatly I've given up, your mood changes like the seasons. Being patient, screaming and tough love doesn't seem to work. You seem to enjoy living a life that is crazy and beszerk. I am sick of being there for you then dropped as soon as things seem brighter. You cause me pain that heavies my heart and I devote my life to making yours lighter. It's been going on forever but I prayed that with age you would begin to see. Still you are as blind as ever, and it seems you'll alway's be. It takes years to build a friendship of trust like the one you have with few. But since you were little you seemed to give your all to those you barely knew. Fortunatly for you my love is unconditional and your happiness means alot. And although it's exhausting I still have sympathy for the demons that you've fought. I hope one day you will see how this is killing me slowly and causing me pain. My feelings will only change when you become strong enough to step in, out of the rain.