Never Ending Nightmare

Again I was happy, starting to feel fulfilled once more. Stupid silly me, It was over as quickly as the slam of a door. Letting my gaurd down, I was hoping to feel completed. Replaying a game that in the past I've always been defeated. I am probably looking too hard for something that is never meant to be. Yeah, I'm sure it's worked for some, but it's never worked for me. Too young to be exhausted, too hurt to try again. Too afraid of failing and looking like the fool once again in the end. Sick of playing happy, tired of being strong. Once again it's been proven, my heart is safest in my hands, the only place where it belongs.