The Happiness Hearse.

i'm lost in hopes of being found but since i've never been freed for the pain was no relief and the sorrow held no real alert that someday i would merely free my spirit and prepare me for what is yet to come but really no one is ready for what would kill your dream sp as we ho[e and pray ther is no way to succeed from what has happen i should be optijmistic but being positive isn't going to help it just increases the pain because you're scared to cry for help you say it will get better but it heads for the worse your pillow gets wetter and every sentence filled with a curse no hope f or a better day no life in adream for a greater way the light doesn't shine so bright and the feeling never felt so right to cry in public ask yourself who doesn't those who hide etternally behind emothion and uncertainty close to what I'm hearing is what I find, a lost person with no structure or sense of time cause hurt never felt so bad and pain never felt so much worse i could never escape even today on my birthday from the abundance of the happiness hearse. its supposed to be my 17th birthday and I cried eight times.