True words from my heart

You'll never read this thats true but theres so much i need you to know but i just cant tell you i want you to know i love you dearly your the first that i have truely loved im hoping you love me totally in return but im not sure if you do wen im not with you, i have my doubts but wen we are together i feel mutual trust and love i see love in your eyes and love in your tender words i feel love in your touch and everything you do for me why do i not trust my heart-coz my head is overwhelming all i want is for you to be happy even if that is not with me this may be confusing but it all makes sense to me!! i love you babe and i wish we can be together 4eva im just.........................confused with myself at the moment and your helping me find the right path