With and Without

When I am without you… My heart aches, I want you, I miss, I cry, My heart aches. Because I wonder what you’re doing, Wonder if you still love me, If you always will, I need you to see that I still love you And I can’t stop. I want you because, I don’t feel so alone, I feel like someone really cares, Like I can do anything, Like I am always right. I miss you because, You’re not hugging me, You’re not telling me the simple words that mean so much, You’re loving smile that I can tell you see the real me, Because I know that one person wants me no matter what. I cry Because, I know that I could never disappoint you, That you would hold me tight say you love me, kiss me then leave me, Because I need to know that one person will listen to me without judging me. That I can love you but always wonder why. When I am with you, My heart Aches, I want you, I miss you, I cry, My heart aches because, I wonder why our time always has to end when I am ready to tell yu I’m happy, Because I love you and see you out and you never look at me, or say you love me, when they are around, I want you, I want you to quite being distant but so close to me, I want you to quit saying you live me, Quit making me ask myself if I made the right choice, Quit making me jealous, Quit making me love you more, Quit making me cry myself to sleep at night after you go away once again, I miss you, I miss your hugs, And you heart, Your life, Your smile, Your simple words. I cry because, I know this has to end, Because you make me so confused, Because I have make up my mind before I hurt you any worst then I have, Because you are always here for me and at the same time your not. And even worst I have to live my life with and without you.