Just A Doll

I can feel all the silence pushing on my skin, so I choke, babe I know, I can't let it in. The emptiness swirls, I'm becoming numb, craving release but I can't let it come. I watch all the colours drip out of the scene, stare at the outlines, wonder what they mean. I cannot let go of the tears, cannot cry, 'cause if they fall I know, so do I. I am a ghost, just a whisper you hear when you're tripping again, when reality's near. I'm the warmth in your arms in the hours we steal and the ice in your pulse as you wish it was real. I'm sugar in your mouth, the bitter aftertaste, I'm the forbidden love, the one gone to waste. I'm the one with the marker that's counting the toll maybe you don't notice 'cause I'm just a doll.