I ask people about you they say...your not around.
Anger washes over me.
My eyes flash red with anger.

I say...
"We're Over, I'm done."

Then I have flash backs to before there was "us"
When you hugged me bye,
Or held my hand to pull me from the rode.

Or we would talk about your girlfriends...That I know your
to good for.
Then I would smile when you got excited over her,
Or sympathetic when you got upset.

Then you would ask about me and my boyfriends.
Weather it was good or bad,
You would sit there emotionless, 
Like you just lost your true love....

Or when you would do your hardest to see me, 
But would act like you were just around.

I never knew what ran through your head...
Or how you were feeling.
Even though I would look in your eyes and wounder if I could
read your mind...
But I would see what I was afraid of to begin with...the
love you really had.

I was just amazed at how you could just open up to me like I
would never hurt you...
Though I will try to keep that from happening.
And you would pull your charm, 
To trick me into telling you my heart.

It was so funny at how you could just see what I was
thinking and exactly how I felt, when I would lie and tell
you I am fine when I am not at all.

Or how easily you would get mad at the people that would
hurt me just the littlest bit.

Or how close you are to my little sister how much she looks
up to you...
And thanking me for being with you.

Or how you would act like you would give up your life to be
the guy who gets my first kiss...
Or how you would just sit there listening to everything I
have to say..
Promising that our realtionship would never affect our
friendship.

How you never had to give me a reason to trust you...
That just came easy.

Then I come back to reality after 30 seconds of butterflies
as I remember those best moments of my life. Before saying
"No I'm not, I will hold on a little longer." But only for
you. because what I said was true...

I loved you, and I still do.