In My Deathbed

Darkness Darkness is all I see ahead And all I ever will Because of the things I have said My life is heading downhill I shouldn’t have said those things I shouldn’t have let them slip I’ve destroyed all these blessings And it stings like the lash of a whip I’ve learnt it’s hard to hold back tears But I’ve learnt to smile instead I know that after all these years Inside I’m already dead The more I care the more I try The more I’ve got to lose So now I’m sad to say goodbye But this is the way I choose. And before I’m gone I’d like to say I’m sorry for what I said It’s torture living day by day So I’m off to sleep in my deathbed