Why?

By Beautiful Strange •
I let myself be pushed to the limit
I don't try to do anything about it
I never say a word
I sit quietly and take it
WHY?
A lot of things bother me
Things that no one knows about
I think its best to not bother anyone
So I'm trapped in my own hell
WHY?
I am always sad
Nothing makes me happy anymore
There is nothing anyone can say or do
Yet I do nothing to change my life
WHY?
As I sit here and think about my life
I know there are others that aren't as fortunate as me
I sit and wallow in my own self pity
I'm not thankful for all the good things I have
WHY????