Back Again

I'm back to hell, I'm back once more. I thought I'd win, But now I'm torn. Why even try, And get my hopes so high. Just to have them crushed to lots of dust. How could I believe I'd be fine, When I knew That in time, I'd be here, In this place. Lost again, I was replaced. I could do nothing at all. Just sit here staring at a wall. And yet, my world will change. Still, I am blamed.