Mum way did u try to leave 
U now I love u
U now I care but I now the
The tables mean more
In your own selfish you did for us! No u didn’t
You did for you if u had asked me I wood say I need u here I
need u so how can u leave me with a dad
That hates me so 
Your still here I should forget about that past but 
Ever time I dream I see you lying there on the floor 
Covered in sick I ask my self what if you do it again
I try to drown it out
I try to drink away but it always comes back I try to get
high to hide but its there when the moments up the anger the
hurt y cant I forget it was 6 years ago and u don’t even
now how you have effected me… 
And when I was 12 and try it my self you cried by my side
but u will never now y