Mum way did you try to leave

Mum way did u try to leave U now I love u U now I care but I now the The tables mean more In your own selfish you did for us! No u didn’t You did for you if u had asked me I wood say I need u here I need u so how can u leave me with a dad That hates me so Your still here I should forget about that past but Ever time I dream I see you lying there on the floor Covered in sick I ask my self what if you do it again I try to drown it out I try to drink away but it always comes back I try to get high to hide but its there when the moments up the anger the hurt y cant I forget it was 6 years ago and u don’t even now how you have effected me… And when I was 12 and try it my self you cried by my side but u will never now y