i would not
have trusted you then
knowing what i know
now
i would not
have lusted after you
so badly
knowing what i know
now.
i would not have 
cried a lake
over my heart that you did break
if i had known
what i know
now.
i would not 
have felt remorse
at your loss
of friendship and love,
i would not have
held you close
and tried to mend
your brokwn wings.
i would not
have let you in
im secrety world
i would not have
i just would not
knowing what i know
now.

xoox
Kyelle