why is this happening?
why do i care?
my heart is accelerating
people are starting to stare
i love him i do
i know it is true
but maybe for now
i shouldnt deny
what my heart is trying
to let me allow
i wish i could fly
and stop all the crying
stop all the madness
stop all the fighting
stop all the sadness
stop all the writing
start speaking for my feeling
not putting it down
because once i start dealing
and stop moaping around
then i will be able
to choose my prince
my life would be more stable
and i could finally rinse
my hands of the mess
that has hurt me so dearly
and i could finally possess
the life that so mearly
would make me so happy
and i could live in peace