Cry

this one girl once made me cry silently inside she tore me up and made me wnat to die. this girl i loved more than my life she was everything but she didnt love me and so i grabbed the knife. i sit and ponder why is is she does not believe the words i speak the truths i tell everything to her i've taught. but still she chooses lust and pain over my friendship she doesn't trust me and so she's hurt again. she makes me cry she makes me hurt our friendship was everything she was my world but i guess it had no real worth. she's known me longer but still she takes his word over mine why i'm crying for her mistakes is something i dont quite get and i dont think i ever will but now i've learned my lesson Never love a girl. xoxo Kyelle