How come I’m not good enough?
Not pretty enough
Not smart enough
Not as athletic 
Nothing I do is worthy of your attention
You always want more from me
You always expect more
But what if this is all I have to give?
What if this is truly my boundary?
Does that make me a loser?
If so, then I guess I am
This is it, this is me
I guess that’s not good enough
For your attention
Then maybe I don’t want you
But after all, you are my wonder wall
You are my father