today i broke the skin
today i cried again.
i let out everything
i was holding in.
it was done real quick
soon flooded surfaces
begain to run
and then it all
just came out.
i sat there and cried
and i bled on my bed
i sat there and thought
and how much i wonder
would notice
would you care
if maybe i died?

but i wont.
and it's not like
i've never tried.
when kyle broke my heart in two
those were my intentions
thats what i planned to do
but i said fuck that
and fuck you
you're not worth my life...

so now i sit here
next to a bloodied knife
and wonder why i did this
why the fuck
does this help?

today i bled again
and today i cried.
almost a year
almost... 
since i started this shit.
i tried so hard
i was so determined to quit.
3 monthes have passed
and not a mark
but suddenly
it's all built up
and the evil is let out.

today is the day
my commitment died.
today is the day
i let my soul fly free
today is the day
i just wish it didnt have to be.

xoxo
Kyelle