ugH

today i broke the skin today i cried again. i let out everything i was holding in. it was done real quick soon flooded surfaces begain to run and then it all just came out. i sat there and cried and i bled on my bed i sat there and thought and how much i wonder would notice would you care if maybe i died? but i wont. and it's not like i've never tried. when kyle broke my heart in two those were my intentions thats what i planned to do but i said fuck that and fuck you you're not worth my life... so now i sit here next to a bloodied knife and wonder why i did this why the fuck does this help? today i bled again and today i cried. almost a year almost... since i started this shit. i tried so hard i was so determined to quit. 3 monthes have passed and not a mark but suddenly it's all built up and the evil is let out. today is the day my commitment died. today is the day i let my soul fly free today is the day i just wish it didnt have to be. xoxo Kyelle