too fast

my life is flying before my eyes im sitting here crying hearing the lies that people keep telling as i try to avoid yelling my life is going by and its all so fast i cant believe im almost fifteen how did the time past? my freedom is gone keep focusing on the future when i was younge i wished for these days where i could be older but now i regret every last word that came from my lips the young lips, i long to still have where did everything go? why is this happening? life is too short forget all the mishaps forget all the pain focus on life enjoying the game everything is work nothing is play why didnt i try and stay, stay younge as long as i could not wish for the day that i would be in this body getting older so fast i cant believe its happening already, it seemed like ages but flew like ripping pages i cant handle the pressure caving in to the pain forgetting what once gave me such joy oh to be younge around five or six the glory i felt playing in the mud oh how i wish i was still there playing, laughing, loving every minute of everyday dont wish it all away