consider that the last winter she was able to keep warm.
the last time her wrists went unharmed.
heart disarmed, parents unalarmed.
emerald eyes; unraveling. 

the razor blades were company.
the pill bottles, how quickly they emptied. 
lighters hidden in secret pockets.
they burned away skin like booze for an alcoholic. 

empty stomach; gaunt face.
words written; quickly erased.
how'd she get there in the first place?
she'll never speak; they'll never tell.

shrink, they threatened, shrink. 
just let her dissapear.
love was a lie and so was fear. 
gone; like everything she once held near and dear. 

shame made it's home in her eyes.
couldn't dare believe her; she only told lies.
she'd burn the city down to show the light. 
not a soul believed the truth; she cried.

her emptiness; it stung them. 
her beauty; it stunned them.
hopeless; she shunned them. 
too far gone now to try and love them. 

emerald eyes; they shone suicide.
in god, in death, she could confide. 
skin and bones, bleeding internally.
she'd be set free, lovely, for eternity. 



{this is not based on me. i just have a tendacy to write
about things that make people cringe. :] }