Out of Control

the anger that fills me is an unmistakeable rage and one of these days i'll bust out of this cage. you poke and proad to see how far you'll get but one day i'll snap, and then you'll deeply regret. so much hate is running through my veins causing only destruction, violence and pain. i run through my mind, ripping everything to shreds until i fall down in exhaustion, nearly missing my bed. as i lie there quietly, my mind starts to think about all the bad that has happened, makes my heart sink. i concentrate on beauty, within my own life trying to escape the pain, anger, hate and strife. suddenly i fall, within the depths of my mind searching for the light, i notice is from behind then the realization hits, a hard slap in the face. sometimes we runaway from the world, thinking its a race so turn around and face it, the light is within you open your eyes and love the world, be apart of the so few.