What Have I done?

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By Little Miss Meeks •

What have I done? Was I pressured into this It was my own decision What the hell did I miss I didn’t think I could be stupid It started with just one There was no way I could lose control I thought it would be fun What have I done? I lost all control I desperately cling on Fighting with my own soul I keep on falling, further down My spiralling fall will never end I can’t live like this Will I ever mend What have I done? Can anybody see These walls are falling All around me I can’t believe this, draw the blood All I see is red I was never meant to come to this My head hangs low, heavy as lead What have I done? I have nowhere to go I’m on the outside How did I sink this low I thought it was a game When this started I did not recognize How much pain I would cause But now I see, now I despise What have I done? I can not pull out I’ve messed myself up I’ve given in to all my doubt I waved the white flag I started to abuse I couldn’t see what was ahead This is why I lose Now I can see What I have done This is something I started This is not a game I have won I’ve opened my eyes I’m not blind anymore I can’t believe I didn’t notice I AM ROTTEN TO THE CORE

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October 25, 2008 22:17a rose by any other name would hurt just as bad.

i like this and how its not symbolic as much as like physical. your talking about yourself. its hard to explain i guess. but i do love this. thank you for the comments BTW.