Poisonous Kiss

I could die tomorrow Without a word of goodbye My life would fade before you My soul set free to fly My ghost left to wonder My limpid body lies cold My friends sorry for a while Will their memories hold When everyone begins to forget I will evaporate into the air I hope there will be someone To remember forever, to care Those who ever hated me Will watch me go with honest eyes They will see that my time had come They will not cover me up with lies My life will have been a short one And maybe not complete I could jump from a building What an awesome feat I write this now Knowing that I will never jump But the feelings I get Stick in my throat like a huge lump I know this is selfish I never ever wanted this But these feelings I cannot control It’s like one poisonous kiss It spreads over my body In waves of infection This starts to burn Swelling through every section I’m boiling all over I begin to scream Wouldn’t life be so much easier If it was all just a dream