I could die tomorrow
Without a word of goodbye 
My life would fade before you
My soul set free to fly 
My ghost left to wonder
My limpid body lies cold
My friends sorry for a while
Will their memories hold
When everyone begins to forget
I will evaporate into the air
I hope there will be someone
To remember forever, to care 
Those who ever hated me
Will watch me go with honest eyes
They will see that my time had come
They will not cover me up with lies
My life will have been a short one
And maybe not complete
I could jump from a building
What an awesome feat 
I write this now 
Knowing that I will never jump
But the feelings I get
Stick in my throat like a huge lump
I know this is selfish
I never ever wanted this
But these feelings I cannot control
It’s like one poisonous kiss 
It spreads over my body
In waves of infection
This starts to burn
Swelling through every section
I’m boiling all over
I begin to scream
Wouldn’t life be so much easier
If 
      it 
             was 
                      all
                              just a dream