My life will never owe up to everything I thought that it
would be.

  I will never notice all that I've wanted to see.         


  I never listen to all that I've wanted to hear.


  I will never concur all that I have feared.
 
  I will never always have you there when I want you to hold
my hand.

  I will never lie to you when I want to tell you the
truth.
  
  I will never be known to people shallow and have no
heart.
  
  I will never be famous, maybe except to my eneimes.

  I will never say things I don't mean.

  I will never pledge to things in wich I don't believe.

  I will never be anything but me.

  But most importantley, I will never be anything you
expected of me.