Choking on these tears 
That flood my dreams
This happy face you see
Is not at all what it seems

I like to pretend
Because it's all right by you
That I enjoy living 
As ex-lovers do

Running in circles
Away from the proof
I keep telling these lies
LIving in false truth

Wishing is a secret
That everyone shares
Only in my dreams
Do you ever care

Glimpses you show
Make me wonder and wish
Then I realize
You didn't mean this