Hiding in my throat
poisonous, deadly, serene
Love
thrashing, longing, yearning
To be set free

You may be years ahead of me
Yet I can't seem to care
This love hurts so much
Its become too hard to bear

What do I do?
Where do I go?
Its screaming inside of me
Yet no one knows

You touch me
My body screams
Good bye reality
This can't be me

Comprehensions are cloudy
When you appear at my side
Don't speak to me
My soul may take flight

Am I still breathing?
My heart still beating?
Your picture is on my wall
Salty tears are streaming

Your love is not mine
As it never will be
Nothing I can do
I will never be realeased

You will never know how
My blood runs hotter
My heart beats faster
And my mind flutters

You enter the room
My lips form a grin
I just want you
Dangerous as sin

Tasting your tender lips
A sinful notion a best
My whole body yearns
And I wouldn't regret it

Barriers between you and me
Unpenetrable and hopeless
I can only watch
As you add to the fortress

I am your friens
All I can ever be
You are leaving me behind
I can never be happy

Don't leave me behind because 
The only thing I have
Is my love for you
If you knew, you would laugh

I have never been loved
Yet it seems it's all I can do
Its never been returned
All I want and need is you

As you smile
Hope burns in me
Then you turn
And you flee

In her arms
I watch you grow
You love her so much
She doesn't even know

I was never rewarded
A second glance
She gets tham all
I never had a chance

She is beautiful
I am not
Unreciprocated love
Is all I've got

Your touches are torture
The way you say my name
I laugh as you sit on my lap
And you are still not mine to claim

The way she talks to you
And she tries to act so sweet
I can't believe she hurts you 
As you are hurting me

Your stupid jokes
Make me smile
She shakes her head
They're not worthwhile

If only I were older
We could be as one
Now I try to be content
Hanging out and having fun

You make me feel so special
When you grab me for a dance
The years are preventing us
From starting a romance

Johnny Depp next to you
Wouldn't even catch my eye
You have a hold on my heart
You are my one and only guy

You will never be with me
So its really lame
The way I fell for you
When you will never feel the same

I don't understand
Why you are rushing in
She's pushing you too hard
There's no way for you to win

Sitting back and watching
As everyone has fun
Is this what I deserve?
Why am I always the one?