Ever True

Hiding in my throat poisonous, deadly, serene Love thrashing, longing, yearning To be set free You may be years ahead of me Yet I can't seem to care This love hurts so much Its become too hard to bear What do I do? Where do I go? Its screaming inside of me Yet no one knows You touch me My body screams Good bye reality This can't be me Comprehensions are cloudy When you appear at my side Don't speak to me My soul may take flight Am I still breathing? My heart still beating? Your picture is on my wall Salty tears are streaming Your love is not mine As it never will be Nothing I can do I will never be realeased You will never know how My blood runs hotter My heart beats faster And my mind flutters You enter the room My lips form a grin I just want you Dangerous as sin Tasting your tender lips A sinful notion a best My whole body yearns And I wouldn't regret it Barriers between you and me Unpenetrable and hopeless I can only watch As you add to the fortress I am your friens All I can ever be You are leaving me behind I can never be happy Don't leave me behind because The only thing I have Is my love for you If you knew, you would laugh I have never been loved Yet it seems it's all I can do Its never been returned All I want and need is you As you smile Hope burns in me Then you turn And you flee In her arms I watch you grow You love her so much She doesn't even know I was never rewarded A second glance She gets tham all I never had a chance She is beautiful I am not Unreciprocated love Is all I've got Your touches are torture The way you say my name I laugh as you sit on my lap And you are still not mine to claim The way she talks to you And she tries to act so sweet I can't believe she hurts you As you are hurting me Your stupid jokes Make me smile She shakes her head They're not worthwhile If only I were older We could be as one Now I try to be content Hanging out and having fun You make me feel so special When you grab me for a dance The years are preventing us From starting a romance Johnny Depp next to you Wouldn't even catch my eye You have a hold on my heart You are my one and only guy You will never be with me So its really lame The way I fell for you When you will never feel the same I don't understand Why you are rushing in She's pushing you too hard There's no way for you to win Sitting back and watching As everyone has fun Is this what I deserve? Why am I always the one?