Time in My Life

I am in a time in my life Where I have to make a stand Give in to these feelings of strife Or give myself a hand No one else is going to step up So I have to do it myself What else did I expect I laugh at my once strong hope It's interesting how I've developed Changed grown and came into my own I've learned of human nature But am still as in the dark as ever I thought I would'nt need anyone But you can't be someone With no one holding you up I love sitting back and watching Not wanting to participate But when he says my name I never hesitate I think I hold out Just to hear him say it Put on a little pout Maybe a fake sigh Then he calls me out And I throw out the bluff It's all over with his voice I am just weak and too weak to admit it That doesn't make cents and I am just stuck with this torn dollar. hmmmm....