its not just the heart
its my whole life
im broken today
how long will it last
will the pain go away
the hate and anger
build up inside
its my life thats empty
no love today
goodbye cruel world
the thought in my head
but it will be here tomorrow
cause im weak as can be
my brain is racing
i dont know what to do
all the hurt in the world inside me
cuts and bruises all over my skin
im not abused
i have no one left
all the people that loved me
vanished today
but what am i doing 
the sorrow in me
to much to bear




im hung over right now
and i just realized that in 1 day my parents and friends are
gone...
when my mim kicked me out i lost all contact with
friends...
now all i have is my new roomate who i just met...