when will it end
the pointing
the laughing
the hurting
it hurts i know
its happened before
only one thing helps
so i get out the blade
and make a cut
i cant do it in the end
i never could
i never will
i want to
so many ways
but none that i can do
i wont say goodbye
i wont say i love you
the teasing
the pointing 
the laughing
i cant get away
i want to run and hide
but i cant dissapear
its not gonna work
when will it end?