Scars Of A Broken Heart ( Edited )

I shiver as you kiss her, but I can't turn away. I'm the one that did the ending, so I guess this is pay. I watch as you hold her and the feeling doesn't settle right. But nothing would change if I put up a fight. I stare as you fall for her and God knows it hurts like hell. I try hard not to make it obvious, I would die if you could tell. I do not want you back, it's rather difficult to explain. I don't believe it's jealousy, I can only describe it as very deep pain. I was the one who used to make you smile and drift deep into thought. And maybe it's wrong, but I have to admit, it's something I miss alot. What's really confusing is that I've found someone new, and I am now deeply in love. But my memories of us will forever be stored in my thoughts up above. I remember when it ended things felt really good, and our friendship for awhile stayed tight. To this I was surprised because the way I left you for him I know, it wasn't right. But as I feared my pay back arrived and as predicted, it eventually cost me a friend. So it's important to me that I express to you how truly sorry I am again!