Sometimes

Sometimes I wonder if I will fail Sometimes I wonder if I will fall Sometimes I wonder if I will flop What happens when I drop Sometimes I think I will disappear Sometimes I think I will dive Sometimes I think I will die What happens when I lie Sometimes I want to be in control Sometimes I want to collapse Sometimes I want to cut What happens when I hit a rut Sometimes this hurts Sometimes this helps Sometimes this harms What happens when I can’t stay calm Sometimes I want to show Sometimes I want to recognise Sometimes I want to know What happens when there’s no sometimes Only all the times