Not your fault...

Don't think I don't see you I know what you're feeling I know you better than you think cause babe I think you're me chasing the one person you think will make you happy I don't think that person is me you know who I want you know its not you and you could see my pain as I did the same as you longing for his attention no one else existed, no one and you knew that included you you know what I always knew that what you wanted most could never ever belong to you I understand but honey I just dont see there ever being an us and i'm trying to find the perfect combination of hellos and goodbyes don't want you to falsely hope i know how much that hurts but I don't want you to think 'she doesn't know I exist' I just wish I could love you but I really don't think I can and it has nothing to do with you and everything to do with your best friend