What I envisaged (was beautiful love)
I never got
Where my dreams fell thru
The fear of getting cheated

Guess u r still not totally forgotten
And I miss u so
Lies and deceptions fail my weeping heart
When will my heartache end?
When can I really tell others u r totally forgotten?

What really is true love?
Except where there is a higher being
Where mortals stand scrutinizing

Night after night
I laid in bed dreaming of u
Returning to me, and I into your arms
When will my dreams turn into fantasy? (my dreams and
fantasies desert me)
Will u lie to me once again?

The ache I feel
Nobody can understand
The buckets of tears
The misery of love

I loved to fast and too well
Also do I regret my decision
Love songs sung
And day comes where reality 
Stamps on me

Missing someone is not everything
Its about submitting to a higher being
I find it so hard, to let go
Ohh, I’m so sorry

Why cant I move on?
Even when my heart meets someone new
I can never fully love him,
Without being reminded of our past

Why cant I move on like u did
To push me aside and act nonchalant?
I have loved and lost
Yet my heart yearns for lost love to return
My greatest regret was to let go
To let go of someone I loved so much
Yet when I left u weeping,
My heart stayed on
No amount of self-will can will my heart back
Once its there, its there

U will never imagine how I loved u
Yet I had to leave
And now I am forced to forget
Cos of our differences

I don’t want to leave really
Neither to forget
The sweet memories are all I have
But to destroy them cos I love Him
Its not a sacrifice I guess
How can I even love a mortal more than Him?

Cadence V. Leigh